Wednesday, May 14, 2008
♥ posted at: @8:39 pm
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Haiish..Now i truly agree with "no friends can last forever"or"Hard to find true friends" ...During this 3 days..monday to wednesday..many things happened to me..and i realised all the same old things will repeat itself..Though u think tt person is eur close friend..but when tt "close friend" of eurs found a new friend..eur close friend will nv be close to eu anymore..or even just become a hi and bye friend..


Monday we had some course.."M Level" some money management course for 2 days..Was fun ..taught us abt buying stock..like gambling..partner wit Anqi ..then we anyhow play oso can gt hundred thousands..b4 starting the course..she told me she don wanna sit outside cos near bobo..then like as if i wan la..in the end nv change..

Tuesday..Went back to class she went to sit at my place..Thought she play play de..then ask her don pley i wan sit back my place..then she insist on staying put syaing tt the place is hers cos the table belongs to her..realised tt she went to change my table to her table before i go back class..I'm like super pissed off la..I wanted to change back..then she come push me away moving her table back to my place..wt..Don wanna quarrel wit her so just move my table to her "actual" place and sit..Sooern and Zora asked me to went back and her??Sitting behind doing ntg..yea..everything she right la..Sense of responsibility?? Tt is my place k..if she wanna change at least ask me first ..instead she still do it b4 i noe..Haiish..Whole day emo there..then XTJR except me all tgt..Felt so extra la..I just don understant why must she do this to me..cnt she think abt others..nt i book tt place or wat..its my own sit mahx..i noe its a lame thing to be angry at..but i mean..looking at a bigger picture..is this wat friendship is? For example..a friend set a decision on an occasion..after everything settled then she tell u tt she done something but eu cnt change the fact tt it is done..theres no choice for eu but to accept it..wont eu feel angry??..

Today patched back..then moring go class tt bobo keep irritate me don noe wat qn she asked but keep repeating again and again..ignored her then she keep looking at me smile smile smile..so irritating la..then i told her off..i'm like tolerating her so long..cnt keep anymore..bad mood plus her keep irritating me..so told bobo off seriously..then she(not bobo) shouted at me"不要在骂啦。。人家也是人。。不要这么过分"..dunnoe la..say something like tt..K i noe i was wrong..but hello..can eu think abt eurself..eu scold bobo worse than me k..eu dare to swear eu nv scold her terribly izzit??..She ask eu qn eu oso ignore her if nt shout at her..eu can then why bother whether others do tt or nt..it does nt concern eu..I asked her if she like bobo so much as in help her..why she so concern whether she sitting close to bobo on monday or ntThen she said"Cos i wanna lean on the wall and tok to sooern.." Then she can sit behind sooern wat..can lean on the wall and tok to sooern plus sosososo far from bobo..why must she sit at my place??

Even so..cnt she even just apologise?..she still act as ntg happen and i must even auto tok to her..Haiish..i'm just too tired..don wanna repeat the gangster me in pri sch..keep creating enemy and quarrelling..

Friendship cnt last froever and i believe in it..XTJR will officially be without BEAR..Bear will be leaving for gd..XTJR from now on will only remain Shermaine aka Chilli..Sooern aka Tomato..Anqi aka Potato..Zora aka Sotong..All the best to eu girls..don wanna break eu all up..Just feeling extra in tt group..Hope eur friendship will last forever..

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