Saturday, May 17, 2008
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Ytd sort of patched back with potato..but abit weird when we tok..tomato and chilli told me everything then all of us realised tt it all begin with a small matter..But still nt going back to the group until someone is settled..

I don actually have any hatred towards her..But after getting to noe her more..i felt she wasnt tt simple..Before that our XTJR have 4 of us..in class we just tok among ourselves..one day out of the blue..she came to us then start toking to us like she very close to us..found out tt becos her group of friend left her out then she don wan to mix wit them so she came over to us and ask if we could accept her..at tt time we felt it was ok to have new friends..so we let her in..

on one of the CME lesson..Potato and Tomato was playing wit XTJR blog..just nice she was there then she went to ask Potato to add her name in..say she wanna join the group..was playing at tt time so they just add her name in..

Since tt day..she act like the big boss in the group..as in though she is friendly and helpful..but ntg is free in this world..i observe her quite a period of time..realised she does things tt appears to entertain everyone but actually giving advangtages to her..eg using us as a "backup" friend cos her friend nt wit her..she gt friend then ignore us..no friend come to us..wat sia..she think our group is wat..happy then come nt happy then kick us aside..

Worse is when she take our group for granted and she don even treat us like friends..When anyone of us faced prob..she will ignore tt person instead of comforting her..or just ignore her..Most recent was during the Money management course..I told potato i partner her..told tomato she will partner chilli..she say ok..everything was settled until she came..she told tomato tt she will partner her..then tomato was like..chilli how?..guess wat was her reply?? "erm..i dunnoe lerhs..hey sooern ..."she started to change the topic..and her facial expression was full of selfishness..she tried to change the topic when i keep asking chilli group wit who cos each group can only allow 2..then when chilli came..she don wan to be out so instead she say 3 in tt group..wth la..then when the teacher say one of them must go and partner bobo..the person should go is her..in the end everyone INCLUDING her..was like chilli is the one tt have to be out of the group..she so selfish la..

after tt incident..i totally change the way i look at her..didnt bother to tok to her..when me and potato had prob..she came to me and ask me to patch up..then i say nt for now..she just said..ok and left..shes just going there to act as a "helper" actually just to show she gt care for her friend..BRAVO! wat a great actress she was..though she could bluff others..but not me..

She suddenly went emo..even grouping for POA she group wit her"old" group of friends instead of us..shes still in XTJR somemore..she didnt even let us noe she wan to join other grp..i don mean to control..wat i mean is since she wanna join the grp..our motto is to stay as grp no matter wat..yet she went over to her old group of friends without giving us any notice..wat are friends to her ??..i was fed up when i saw she change her attitude towards XTJR yet no one is doing anything..but still showing her lots of attention..i felt angry when they are "indirectly" being back stabbed yet dunnoe anything..so didnt say much was ended up being left out..didnt noe wat to do to the group..tried asking xue qi and shu zhen for help but they cnt help much..

so just let natural take course..in the end..we patched back and realised tomato knew this all along except potato and chilli..was happy but nt going back to the group till everyting is settled..if nt sure have prob..

For these few days of emoing..wanna thank him for cheering me up..felt much much much better..hahas..happy to have a great friend there to cheer me up when i'm down..he even knew i have prob when i didnt told him..weird..lolx..but sadly i owed him..8 SWEETS!!lolx..but he deserves them though..hahas..THANKS BLACK POLAR BEAR..hahas..

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