Sry for nt posting for such a long time..broadband cropped up..

Last friday had sports day at hougang stadium..tt day was a super duper unforgettable day..seriously..tt day daddy cnt fetch me there cos he just nice tt day morning shift so i need to take my own transport..ok..nv went to hougang stadium using public transport b4..so don noe which bus reached there..mummy told me bus 59 so went to take 59 thinking it will reach my destination..until abt 30 mins later i reached a place called kakit bukit ..wit many factories surrounded..i then realised i took the wrong bus..no choice must call taxi liaox..wasted 10 bucks just to reach hougang stadium..wth?! ..heartpain sia.. First time took wrong bus ..somemore go until so far..=(..was alone throughout the whole of 5 hrs..sleeping while listening to music..nv felt so relaxing b4..plus no one there to disturb you..can eu imagine how peaceful it was..woots..during the middle..i didnt realised potatoe bro was just sitting right in front of me worx..lolx..he and his friends damn cute la..buy so many ice lolli just to compete who finish it first..then they gave me 2 stick..hahas..thx worx! ..

After sports day meet Shermin and Vanessa cos later in the afternoon we going to Monfort for their student leader inverstiture..went to Hougang mall for lunch break tgt wit Siona..later met Josephine then took bus to Monfort..Ok its seriously nt my idea to go Monfort..Supposed to go wit Van and Xiaohui jie but Shermin wanna go cos some guys asked her to so Xiaohui gave up her seat to Shermin..haiish..was quite upset abt it cos if Xiaohui is there..at least i wont be alone..now tt Shermin is replacing Xiaohui..comfirm kana playstation lo..Later shermin learnt abt i wasnt really happy abt the incident she promised me tt she won playstation me..i then felt secured so went lo..

Saw Araven when i stepped into the sch..long time no see..later saw Andrew..don bother to say hi..dunnoe y oso..OMG the whole sch is filled wit guys..i'm like so nt used to it..>.< ..Shermin and Van knew many guys from Monfort la..go everywhere they keep saying hi,hi,hi..grhhh..so damn pissed off and left out...No offences..she kept acting cute in front of they guys...ewwww!..and believe it or nt..guys from Monfort actually fancy those?? ...yuck yuck yuck..They brought us arnd their heritage room..she keep saying..why are there so many guys?why are there flowers in eur pocket?why must i quiet?why cannot touch?why must it be bro and nt sis?why cannot ask so many qn?why why why...no offence but i was really pissed off at tt time when i saw ppl around laughing at her qn..I don see any link to her questions larhs..The investiture was super boring cos its monitor plus prefects investitures plus cca leaders..so its a very long event..After the investiture..went for some tea break..Shermin,Van and i sat down to eat..within a few mins,Shermin went over to other table to chat wit a grp of guys wit her friend..guys from nowhere came over to my table to chat wit van..me there sitting looking at the food..when i wanted to tok to van..she say wait then continue chatting wit her guys friends..didnt have much to say..just one word..PISSED!!!!....damn it..best friend..best sisters..yak yak yak..all eu all think is abt eur popularity..watever..Contitnued to *accompany* them..later went back to the heritage room,Van was busy chatting wit a bunch of guys,Sher busy playing pool..me? ..no need to say..sat at a corner and see how ppl enjoy themselves..5+ ..they are still enjoying so i just left withouht saying anything..Shermin catch up wit me after chatting wit some guys..then apologised..yea..eu think sry can mend wat eu did just now..wat if i were eu ..how would eu felt..??!!! ..Well..i made up wit her AGAIN..then went to Mc cos she say she wanna eat something..After tt went to change clothes..thought can head home tgt..then she told me she waiting for someone say i go home myself..OMG!!!...i was super duper pissed off la!!!!!..Till now i can still feel the anger..>.<

I just don understand..is popularity,face,relationship more important than kinship,friendship?? ..I really hate ppl tt fall under those catogories.. If face..etc are so important wat for wan besties? ..it wont last for long anyway..u told me eu treat me as eur best friend until beginning of the yr someone told eu i disliked eu,saying eu are proud..blahblahblah...u actually believed them instead of me*claiming tt eu treated me as eur best friend* ..wat r eu?..i don understand..sry to say i don treat anyone specially as best friends...but as eu can see..how can i even trust eu when eu break eur promise so many time within a day?! ..Who doesnt want a best friend?Of course i do..but who will be there when i'm in need?..who will be there to share my joy?who will be there to do things tgt..enjoy and have fun tgt?share eur secrets?..so far no one..either they already have their own besties since long ago or ppl tt can be gd friends but not best friends..now the only thing i believe is kinship..eur family will only be the one to share eur problems,share eur joy...but yet..nt all i can share wit them like secrets..so far only my maid..but how long can she be it me..5 more mths nia..bye bye liaox..then story end..haiish..how can eu tell me nt to emo..even class grp work..classmates oso don take iniciative to do work..in the end i must complete the work for them..i seriously cannot take it...everytime wit friends tt can communicate wit ppl very well..i will just feel dumb at one side..cursing myself stupid me..don even noe how to communicate wit ppl..boring person eu are...but tts me mahx..ask me to tok to guys face to face?...wahahas..u must be jk..in the end the guy will be toking to himself..'.<..

Well..fated for me to be anti-guy person bahx..