Wednesday, February 27, 2008
♥ posted at: @5:18 pm
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Had physics class test td.man..guess i'm gonna fail graph..>.<sec 1 nv study so hard got top in class 5th in whole level..sec 2 i admit i slack alot alot.. gt like 30+ in class and level...see the diff?! ..now sec 3 dunnoe class position but the L1R5 first time gt so..OMG!! ..first in a life time so badly done larhs..sian..sure kana scolding my parents tonight..haiish... was doing many soul searching..but just cnt understand why my studies keep dropping..maybe i have gone stupid and dumb?? ..must be!!..i'm going crazy..wit this L1R5..its a definitely a must to go ITE liaox..poly only those no good course for me to take up..JC..tt would be hell of a miracle for me..unless i start to chiong liaox..comfirm will breakdown..>.< ..its killing me la.. the more i see how relax ppl can be + they gt a very gd result..the pressure will increase immediately..and further more..i came from top class last yr..now go e4 still gt this result..wat am i man?!!! ..

Thinking of having a crumpler for bd gift..doreen jie agreed to gt tt for me..hahas..thx<3

These few days just feeling really useless..ntg i do is right..i feel like i'm still in lower sec..seeing my juniors so clever..really very embarrassing in front of them..useless me..just me,myself and i..friends??...i realised i can bond really well wit nline ppl but when it comes to real life..i suck at entertaining ppl..even myself i feel i'm a very boring person..very little ppl understands me..so yea..guess i'm just tired to my myself a clown just to entertain ppl..anyone wanna tok to me just a reply bahx..best friends?..guess next life!..or maybe not in future...seriously..i've been thinking wat kind of person am i..my strength?..my weakness?..strength..i cnt think of any..weakness?..well its almost everything..my sis is bonding really well wit my family members..me?..feel like an outsider..ever seen me outing wit my parents and eu will see i'm the one always being left out..even when being wit my friends..i will just emo at the back,shop by myself..well just being used to it..its nature bahx..i don noe how to entertain ppl so like tt lo..tts y i prefer to stay at home and nt to go outside..cos i will feel like a fool..being used just to 捧场u noe?..

me,myself & i..tts all..guess after my maid contract ends..i will be alone liaox..no more secret keeper..just keep everything to myself..hiding at the dark side..



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