Wednesday, March 04, 2009
♥ posted at: @10:23 pm
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1 hour 37 mins more to my birthday!!!..hahas..im old=P ..lolx..Kinda boring day td..feeling very low..cos of them..i really don understand la..just becos they don like someone then tt someone tok to me quite closely means i told tt person secrets?..wth..eu even told me eu trsuted me n im eur gd friend yet eu just believe wat eu see but not understand..is this fair to me?? ..and even after toking to eu wat happen..eu still chose to stay a distance..im kindao pissed of la..eu told me eu noe i was not at fault yet eu choose to stay a distance just becos eu eu don like it when i tok to them..do u even treat eu as eur friend? i told eu i will kp eur promise means i will..watever i tok to him is wat he noe.. trusting someone isnt it not getting suspicious of tt person when eu tell him/ her a secret..if eu gt suspicous..wat for in the first place eu even tell tt person?..eu r making everyone miserable..=( ..i really don get it la..u kp saying eu treat me as eur gd friend yet becos they start to tok to me these few days then eu suspect this and tt..is this even call trust? ..forget it..im not interested in whether u trust me now or not cos my conscience is clear..just wanna make it clear tt don even tell someone eur secret if eu will regret nxt time.. i really don get it ..i kp figuring if eu don trust me in the first place..wat for even tell me..i fell terrible now la..not as if i do something sry to eu tt cos all of eu to ignore me..but something of eur prob tt cos me into this shit..if tts the case..i rather nt have eu as a gd friend cos i don think a gd friend would even do this to me!! Now even toking to them..i feel so pressurized whether i should tok to them or not just so tt eu r not angry..its terrible k..try it if eu wan..i hate this feeling..eu can even tell me that i have been used by them to spike eu yet u wan to ignore me instead and leave me alone with them than to bring me wit the grp so tt i would have lesser opportunity to tok to them..so now i tok to them is my fault? eu nv tok to me that wat else eu wan huh? ..still wna me b a loner n stone there by myself..r eu over doing it? ..forget it..its really up to eu on wat eu wan to do..everyday seeing eur attitude..really spoil my day..for something tt is not even my prob became my prob..wtf?! ..damn!!!

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